Okay
Twist and turns
Paths that keep splitting
Confusion is a constant battle I have to fight
You, are not longer solid
Nothing I can hold onto
No anchor to keep me ashore
And no sun to brightne my day;;
Trudge on
Like through day old snow
A continous struggle;;
The seasons change
Leaves fall
Color elapses
The absence of color takes place
Now things are being reborn;;
For you and for me..
A shiny new object enters your path
I struggle to find one of my own
Many i find, dull and dissapointing
But not as dissapointed as you are;;
It’s over..
Found new
It’s shiny
But i hate it
It’s not you
Not even close
Doesn’t understand
Music , and it’s importance
Literature, and it’s value
Life, and it’s beauty
You, you understood that
We shared a meaning;;
This new one doesn’t
Constantly i think
I loved that web, the connection
This new one can not possess it;;
Age; can’t be why -a year isn’t a big difference-
Another reason doesn’t come to mind
Maybe it’s just the soul
No two souls are alike
Though they may be fashioned for one another
So maybe I should just forget it and never be reborn;;
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Harry Potter lost Severus Snape on May 2nd 1998.Years later Harry named his youngest son Albus Severus Potter, his middle name in memory of the bravest man he ever knew and his first after the greatest headmaster Hogwarts had ever had.
He named his only daughter Lily, after his valiant mother who gave her life to protect her only son.
And as for his eldest son James Sirius Potter, he was named after Harry’s father, who was a great man despite what Severus said. His middle name in memory of Harry’s godfather who Harry knew he could always trust in the end.
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f a l l e n
Fallen in Love with You
When you ask me what’s going through my head,
I will lie,
I don’t want to drown you in my thoughts,
And I haven’t got a lifeboat to save you
Or a rope to throw you,
So just sit back and shut your eyes,
Ask me again if you want,
but be prepared.
What’s going through your head?
Don’t get me started!
Your smile and its pure beauty
The ocean in your eyes
Your chiseled jaw,
The way you laugh,
The way you catch me when I fall,
The way you scare me and make me jump,
The way your touch feels smooth on my skin,
The little knock I beg to hear on my front door,
The sudden silence when we think we’re not alone.
The way you whistle to let me know I’m wanted,
Your light footsteps that put my stomp to shame,
The sound of your breath in my ear,
The the brush of your nose in my hair.
Your name on the screen when you text me,
The sound of the ringtone and my impatience to read what you have to say,
The way you have the power to make me want you.The way you keep me up all night talking,
And how I’m falling behind on homework because I have a better time with you,
That good morning text letting me know I’m on your mind,
The way your skin felt the first time,
But that’s our secret.
I’ve fallen in love with you
And everything about you. -
imy
I miss you.
Easy to find, hard to get.
Only more proof that cliche is wrong.
It took me so long to find him.
He’s not hard to get.
I still have him.
He will always have me. -
Places I visit faraway from my dreams
That were warm, and comforting
Are now cold and lonely.
I can’t take this,
The seperation,
The space.You were always there
Even if you really weren’t.
Because seeing your face every single day,
Regardless if actual words were spoken,
Brighten my entire day, my whole outlook.
The words you type can’t take the place of your presence.I need a wish
Just one
But genies are things only found in in fairytales
Something I won’t stumble upon here in this life.
So I hope you will be my pixie.
My fairy, my sprite.
I want you to be my everything.
Because every single wish I have
Wouldn’t be a wish if it had nothing to do with you.Of course I am leaving,
But I am not truly gone
If you happen to lose me
Just look inside your heart
I’ll be there waiting for you to realize
That’s where I have always been. -
Well one thing my dear, that I can’t get quite clear, is whether or not the things you speak are the truth or just misled lies. I mean why not take a crazy chance or do a silly dance? This new world unfolded before us I wish was ours to travel, but you make that adventure completely impossible. I wish you didn’t conform to the shape they want to make you, I wish you would be the person I know, the person I love and I wish you wouldn’t be ashamed of it; cause that person is amazing and there is nothing wrong with him. You have lost sight of all things that are important, all the things that used to mean something to you and I am not sure why. Avioding will do nothing for you, but if you feel the need to hide, that’s the first step in admitting you know you have a problem
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Best Friends
Not a title to be taken lightly
Few walk this planet whom I would bestow that name to
Common interest is where is begins
From music, to books to individuals you hate with a passion
From shared secrets cautiously whispered in the school hallway
To late-night soothing when a boy breaks your heart
There, is where all my best friends have been
Friendship born in happiness and laughter
Bound tightly with the drama that throws your life off course
Best friends are dependable
Especially in a 3am crisis
Best friends are trustable
When you NEED to divulge you dark secrets
Beat friends are honorable
Even in the dirtiest of situations
Best friends can be your worst enemy
But the reason they are your best friend in the first place is because you know they would never do that to you -
With everything around me
I still feel alone
Wasted hours spent talking to you on the phone
All I want to do is hang up
Long sleepover nights
When slumber is what I crave
Rejected and ignored
Apologies I offered to you
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to fix
Gone is where you always seem to be
All I possess is nothing I desire
You can only fill the longing that burns inside
Friends, I have many
But mates travel in pairs
Offers all recieved in spite
Nothing more than pleas to you
All is fantasy except for how I feel about you
You essence so intoxicating
Withdrawls will be the end of my exsistence
Like how the red passionate pedals of a rose
Wilting from the departure of a lover
Until the edges crinkle an harden
The color fades and diminishes to black
Dead and gone, just like you -
Once Again
I held my heart out for you
Surely you grabbed on, and held tight
Made the blood pound through my veins
I felt so deeply alive
Pure happiness
Breathing, I continue
Blood still rushing
For reasons of the opposite
Not passion and excitement
But in need and desire
Dare, I show you the depths of my feelings
Still you have my heart
Therefore I’m still yours
So for now I shall wait
Bide my time
Hoping you will renew your feelings
Reborn, with fire and passion, love and desire
For me alone
Dormant I can lie -
Life goes on
Day by day
Sometimes
I swear
Color
Fades from the trees
And
Flowers
Look a bit more wilted.
Clouds
Fill the sky.
Rain
Starts to fall.
And
For some reason
I love these days
Because
On these days
I think of you
It reminds me of how things used to be.
Full of
Life,
Vibrancy,
And beauty
And I know
When the rain stops
And the sun shines
All the color
Will return
And everything will be right.
I am just afraid
That for you and me
The clouds will never fade away. -
Colour
Is there a way I could’ve made you stay?
Was there something I didn’t say?
How could we let this happen?High off your love
Drunk off this hateWhat happens now?
Is separation our fate?I’m not sure what you want me to do
Everything I have,
I’d give it up for youBut you don’t give me a fighting chance
You cut me down.
And one day you are going to regret it -
10 years flew past, way too fast
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